Get the guts going! ;

Come on la, Queenie Key. You know what you want exactly, your mind is still working & thinking. You're just hoping for a miracle to happen which you know that it ain't going to happen. You ought to see the light that it takes two hands to clap in the relationship. You can't possibly expect him to give it his all while you just stand there enjoying it all. It's totally you, but it's time to change. Cut the pain short. It really ain't bringing you anywhere expect for the downside. You may say that you're feeling happy around him. But ask yourself, is he really what you want? You know the answer in your heart, so stop avoiding it my dear! You aren't ready to get into another relationship now. & you're only being selfish because you can't forget him just yet. Wake up, & stop living in your dream!