小妹妹 , tired of life .

i'm losing belief that bff-s exist already .
only two gfs that i've ever confided in ;
one's gone , the other's gone soon .
probably (:
sometimes i wished that i've a sis with me .
i'm tired of such life ;
i wished to be off to a quiet place to wander around .
no more the noisy me ,
i'm already lacking the spirit & energy to be high ever again .

i tried to sleep ;
but so much seemed to be on my mind .
i've no idea what's going to be in my future ..
is there the probability that i'll be leading a loner's life ?

P.S. imissyou ):